Sunday, February 20, 2005

The Young Hunter's Tale - Shadowglen.

[This is a series of tales inspired by events while playing World of Warcraft.]



The young Hunter's last day in Shadowglen dawned brightly; scattered sunbeams penetrated the canopy of leaves high above, illuminating the little village nestled against the hills near Aldrassil.

He stood, his face burning red as the people of the village turned out to wish him well on his journeys. Unused to the attention, he was a quiet lad, more used to his own company than that of others. He smiled awkwardly, his golden eyes upon the ground in front of him; he was a tall Night Elf, clean-shaven, gripping his ashwood bow in one hand, his other hand resting on the back of his Nightsaber cat, his constant hunting companion.

He was given small gifts as he walked through the people whom he had known from infancy, the village that had raised him as an orphan after his father, a Hunter of some renown, went off to the continent of Kalimdor and was lost there; his mother had died of grief a year later; he had been very young, and only had vague memories and dreams of the faces of his parents.

He placed the offerings of food and the copper coins into his satchel. He walked to the road that led away from home and to the rest of the world.

Beside the road was Elthania, the old woman who had taken him into his care after his parents were gone. She leaned upon her walking stick, the heaviness of age bending her back, but her smile was bright and happy for him; he went to her and took her frail body in his arms, holding her close.

She broke their embrace and stepped back a pace.

"Elune has blessed me this day, to see you as a fine man off to see the wide world."

He smiled. "Elune blessed me years ago, Elthania, with a fine mother when I had lost my flesh and blood."

Her smile widened; he felt warm inside, yet sad, knowing that he may very well never see her again.

She bent down slowly, picking a bundle up off the ground at her feet.

"This is for you, my son. I have kept it all these years for this day. It was your father's, long ago, when he was young."

Curious, his heart beating, he unwrapped the rags in his hands, to reveal a large fighting knife, angled forward, heavy yet balanced in his hand as he hefted it. Sunlight glinted off the burnished steel; the blade had an edge like a hatchet. The wooden handle was worn smooth from use. 'Father held this', he marveled.

"Elthania..." he started to say.

"Go now. Any more words would make me want to keep you here. You are too old now to be nursed, you know."

The young Hunter stuck the War Knife of Stamina in his belt, and embraced his foster mother once more, his eyes closed, heart aching.

"Elune be with you, my son." Elthania turned and shuffled back up the street towards her cottage, turning away just in time to hide the trickle of tears that coursed down her face as she left the young man who she had raised as her own.

He called a blessing out to her, then turned away, his throat tight with emotion. He looked up at the road's path, winding gradually upward towards the pass leading to Dolanaar, and hence on to Darnassus, the capital of Teldrassil, and the heart of the Night Elf nation.

"Come, Furtig!", he said, and his large cat fell in beside him as he strode briskly up the familiar road, leaving behind Shadowglen, his world, never to come back this way again.

The Young Hunter's Tale - Ban'ethel Barrow Den.

The Druidess wiped the sweat off her forehead with the back of her forearm.

The dark cave was lit only by occasional torches in holders along the wall. In front of her upon the stone floor was the body of a Gnarlpine Defender, lay sprawled in death. She crouched, searching the body for any items of use.

She had been moving in circles in this maze of darkness for an hour now; she searched for the fourth and final Relic of Awakening- the Sapphire of Sky- to bring back to Athridas Bearmantle in Dolanaar. The fetid air, the foul monsters guarding the cave, most of all the oppresive gloom- all weighed upon her spirit.

She stood, gripping her staff resolutely, and whirled around in a half-crouch, ready to swing- she had heard a small sound behind her.

An old Nightsaber cat came up the corridor behind her, its left ear shredded with an old wound, its eyes showing that it was friendly to her and no threat. Following it was a Hunter, bow held at the ready, arrow on the cord; a young Night Elf, looking as tense as she was.

"Blessed Elune", the Druidess said softly, and cast the Mark of the Wild upon the Hunter and his cat. He bowed to her, and they spoke words of greeting.

"I am seeking to release the Druids held in the Emeral Dream, and only lack the Sapphire that is hidden within this maze." Being fiercely independent, she would not ask for aid, though in truth this barrow was oppressive...she had always been strong, and proud.

The Hunter nodded slowly, stroking the fur on the back of his great cat, who looked uneasily around the darkened surroundings. He spoke.

"I have heard of the Emerald Dream. None should have to spend eternity here..." His voice lowered. "The Gnarlpines have claimed this den for their own for too long."

She told him she was seeking a small cavern where the Relic should be found. It was unspoken, the fact that they would both seek it. The Nightsaber cat nuzzled her hand, and she scratched behind its one good ear. She felt confident now.

They moved along the darkened corridor; the cat prowling ahead, them behind. It seemed like an hour before the cat came back to the Hunter and gave a low growl in its throat. The Hunter nodded silently to her, and nocked his arrow once more.

They stepped out of the corridor into a wide cavern, dim smoky torchlight showing a foot-bridge leading over a chasm to another cave. Two Gnarlpines paced back and forth at the far end of the bridge. The Druidess nodded to the Hunter, indicating she would take the right-hand creature.

The eerie green fire of the bolt of nature magic called Fury struck the Gnarlpine, and a split second later, an arrow buried itself into the shoulder of the other guard. The creatures rushed over the bridge; the Druidess shouted a Word of Power, and the harsh white glow of Moonfire leapt from her target like a shaft of vengeance up to the top of the cave; as the cat tore at the other guard, and the Hunter thrust a large knife into its body, the Druidess slammed her staff into her weakened foe thrice, and then all was still.

They walked over the bridge slowly. As they neared the opening in the cave wall, three Gnarlpine Shamen appeared at the entrance, chanting alien words of sorcery. They were caught in a field of energy; the Druidess called upon Elune in a clear loud voice, and the spell was broken, and the fight was hard but brief, staves and knives and teeth flashing in the death struggle, ending with the death of the Shamen, one throwing himself off the edge of the chasm before oblivion took him.

The Druidess bent down, entering the small doorway into a round chamber. A totem stone glowed in the corner, illuminating a sturdy metal box upon the floor. As she opened it and gazed down at the gem, she smiled for the first time in two days.

Afterward, when she stood triumphantly in front of Athridas Bearmantle with the Relics, she realized that the young Hunter that she had parted ways with as they left the Barrow Den had never told her his name.

The Young Hunter's Tale - The Pools of Arilthrien.

The young Hunter knew that it would be any time now.

He kept pushing the knowledge out of his mind, putting it off. But the signs were there.

Furtig, his Nightsaber hunting companion, was old. He kept falling behind as they wandered through the forest, and he would have to wait for him to catch up.

This day he waited, and Furtig did not appear. He slowly walked back the way he had came.

The old Nightsaber cat lay upon the ground, his head upon his paws. His shredded ear twitched when he saw his master, but he did not get up.

The Hunter sat down next to the great beast, ran his hand over his coat of fur, and remembered:

Growing up as a child, riding on the back of the hunting cat who was his father's oldest pet...learning how to hunt, his feline companion stalking ahead of him, flushing out prey for him to shoot...the hunt on which a giant spider attacked him, and Furtig seizing the creature, dragging it off of him, allowing him to put an arrow into it.

The old cat raised his head, his eyes vacant. He turned his head and licked the Hunter's hand.

As the afternoon lengthened, he still sat next to his pet, stroking his fur, singing in a soft voice the songs of adventure from his childhood.

Over the land he went to find
His destination true,
And by his side his faithful pet
Wandered with him too.

He felt the old cat stop breathing, and he cried, burying his face in the shaggy coat. His last link with his past, to his father, his childhood, but most of all a friend- was no more.

The next day, he buried Furtig where he had died, using his knife and his bare hands to carve out the hole in the ground. It took a long time.

When he resumed his journey to the capital, he felt strange without the great cat at his side. He hummed as he walked to ward off the silence, the loneliness.

Once the one that led me here
Spoke of farther lands,
I heard and followed in my youth
Now alone I stand.

He was on his own.

The Young Hunter's Tale- Darnassus.

Darnassus, the capital of Teldrassil, was not like the crowded warrens of Kalimdor or Azurath. Dwellings were built into the ancient trees that towered into the sky. Wooden buildings clustered in the trade district, and the impressive Temple of the Moon stood at one end of the city. Ponds dotted the central area.

Into one such pool the young Hunter awkwardly cast his fishing line. Having recently learned the trade, he thought it wise to be able to catch his own food as well as hunting it.

Clear laughter rang out behind him.

He turned to see a young lass dressed in leather, a Druidess by the looks of her, fishing pole in her hand, smiling at him.

"You have not fished before?"

His face flushed. "I'll admit to this being my first time."

"It shows, Hunter. Watch me, and learn?"

He nodded to her and observed her cast expertly into the pond, move her bait around in the water, and suddenly pull in a grouper, thrashing on the end of the hook.

He was watching her, though, and missed all the finer techniques of her skill, in favor of enjoying the movements of her lithe form. Such is youth, regardless of race, or time, or place.

Her name was Jassilis. As they fished- she expertly, he poorly- they talked of what brought them here, to the capital. Youth and the desire of adventure seemed to walk hand in hand under the bright sun of Teldrassil on this day.

She was an expert fisher; for every fish he caught, she hauled up several, to his rueful observation. He told her that he typically spent his time improving his leatherworking skills.

"Oh- a leatherworker!" She gazed down at her worn leggings. "I have been in need of a new piece of armor for a while now..."

His face reddened, and he vowed to make her a better pair this very day. She smiled and protested, but he would not take no for an answer. He gathered up his pack, and telling her he would return, he set out for the city gates.

He roamed the wooded shore of Wellspring Lake, hunting deer. He struck down three fine does with three expert bowshots, and set about skinning the hides, using the magic passed down for millenia to cure the hides at a touch, and then he began to sew the leather, fitting it in the well-known pattern that he had done many times.

He returned the next day to the capital, and he was surprised to meet her at the Warrior's Terrace. He took the leggings out of his pack, and handed them to her.

She smiled and laughed, and started loosening her belt. His face burned red and he turned his back while she changed into her new armor.

"It is wonderful!" she exclaimed, standing proudly in her new garment, giving him a dazzling smile, and she hurriedly told him that she was late for an engagement , and turned and ran off between the marble pillars.

He started to call her back, his heart sinking. Instead, he waved and yelled "Fare well" as she disappeared down the broad avenue leading towards the Cenarion Enclave.

He sat upon the magnificent stone terrace, lost in thought, a conflict of emotions welling up inside of him. He sat there still as sunset came upon the ancient unchanging capital, the shadows lengthening across city.

The Young Hunter's Tale - The Veiled Sea.

The young Hunter sat on the grass on the heights above Rut' theran Village, watching the sea.

The village was at the extreme south end of Teldrassil. It faced south over the Veiled Sea towards the great and wild continent of Kalimdor, a land that had drawn many an adventurer, and would draw many more.

The sea. The young Hunter had heard of it, and now he looked upon it for the first time. He watched the waves wash rhythmically against the shore of the sleepy little village, as they had for millions of years. It was hypnotizing. Overhead, gulls cried as they wheeled in the sky, looking for fish.

The ship made its way to the dock. He picked up his bow and his pack, and strode down the path through the town and out onto the pier. A few others awaited at the end of the dock for the large sailing vessel to halt. Rut' theran had a Gryphon station, but, like others, he lacked the funds for the flight by giant bird. And so, the ship.

He stepped up the gangway to the vessel along with three others. As he found a place along the railing to set down his gear, he studied his traveling companions.

And an odd assortment they were. A tall Night Elf Warrior, shield slung over his back, was a journey-companion with a Human, a Rogue dressed in dark leather armor, bald pate shining in the afternoon sun. He had seen Humans before, but this was the first time he had seen one up close- the man had a sly look about his face, and a brace of deadly fighting blades at his belt. He made the young Hunter feel unsettled.

The third was a Dwarf Hunter- squat and powerful, with a full beard- who traveled with his pet bear. The young Hunter had only heard tales about the master craftsmen and skilled fighters of Ironforge before this day. He was the natural focus of attention from the others. He spoke in a curt, booming voice:

"Name's Hurten, and a curse on all boats! A Dwarves' feet belongs on solid rock!"

The Elf Warrior said that his name was Moonwarden. The human just smiled as if to himself, but later on his companion called him Remi. The young Hunter spoke his name, and said that this was his first voyage by sea.

"Ya will get use ta it lad", the Dwarf said gloomily. "Just stay near the rail acase you be ill!" The bear snuffled and pawed a mop-bucket on the deck.

The Human spread his cloak out upon the deck, and his companion and the Dwarf played at dice. The young Hunter walked along the railing, looking up at the billowing sails, trying to stay out of the way of the crew as the ship got under way, moving out into the Velied Sea.

The trip was a brief one, Kalimdor being separated from Teldrassil by essentially a strait. As the afternoon lengthened, a rocky shore with gloomy pines became visible to port. Darkshore, as this coast was known.

The young Hunter gazed at the land that meant many things to him- adventure, danger, mystery...life. He already felt he was changing inside, as if a door was closing behind him, yet splendid gates were opening ahead. Strangely, he felt the urge to tell someone about his father, and what this journey meant to him.

Up ahead, the docks of Auberdine appeared. As he went to retrieve his gear, he heard the Dwarf growl, which was answered by a near-roar by his bear.

"I'd a known it. The boat leavin' for Khaz Modan leaves about now from the same docks ahead! I need ta make that boat!"

The ship pulled up to the long pier stretching out from the shore. Across on the far side of the pier, another ship was docked, yet the sails were being unfurled, in preparation for getting underway.

Remi, laughed. "A silver piece says that Master Dwarf shall miss his ship! What say you Moonwarden, and you, Sir?"

The Warrior Elf grinned and took up his bet. The young Hunter shook his head smiling, saying his coin was in short supply.

Hurten look ill-humored about the wager, but then again, he seemed to always be ill-humored, perhaps.

As soon as the ship pulled up to the dock, the Dwarf shouted out to his bear and leaped powerfully onto the dock before the ship had even stopped. Stumbling a bit, he ran towards the other ship at the end of the pier, his short, powerful legs moving his body along as fast as he could. His bear lumbered after him.

Remi and Moonwarden laughed and cheered, yelling out comments to either move faster or slower, depending upon their wager. The young Hunter stepped onto the dock, watching the Dwarf run in the distance.

The ship suddenly lurched away from the dock as the anchors were pulled up. Hurten kept running grimly, but it was over- he ended up plopping down upon his bottom at the end of the pier, chest heaving with exertion, as he watched the ship sail away. His bear came up and sat next to him, the duo looking comical, both sitting, their legs splayed out in front of them.

Remi applauded and demanded his coin from Moonwarden, who passed it over with a wry look. The Hunter smiled and nodded to them, and walked down the dock towards the village of Auberdine.

As he stepped upon the shore of Kalimdor for the first time, his heart thumping in his chest, he turned around and waved at Hurten the Dwarf still sitting on the pier in the distance, chewing his beard in vexation.

Reynald's Tale

Reynald is a character from World of Warcraft. This is his life story.



I


"Reynald, it is time."

The boy came out of the doorway, looking uncertain, alone.

The careworn lady in the frayed dress smiled slightly, walked over to him and took his hand, leading him away from the cottage and towards the awaiting wagon. The driver sat, looking at the boy sadly.

When the two of them reached the wagon, the lady bent down and kissed the boy's cheek.

"I'll miss you, dear. But you will be cared for in Stormwind- you'll even be within walking distance of the Cathedral of Light!"

The boy said in a quiet voice: "did they know my father there?"

The lady's eyes softened.

"You know he was a fine carpenter. Someone working for the Cathedral bought a piece of furniture your father made, and admired his work. This man says there is a place for you to help around the household of Light there...he sounds like a fine man."

The boy had heard this before, but nodded, wanting to be reassured.

The next thing he said burned right through the lady's heart;

"Can I come and visit Pa and Mother's graves? And you, Elora?"

Her eyes brimming with tears, the lady knelt down and hugged the boy tightly, and spoke.

"Yes, when you grow up into a fine man, you can come visit me, and we can visit them as long as you like."

She let the boy go, and stepped away from him. The wagoner, taking goods into the capital city, helped the boy up into the bed of the wagon, sitting upon bags of vegetables and grain.

Elora waved as the wagon slowly drove off, the boy waving back at her.

Sometimes, the kindness of one person can change a life. Elora, a poor farmer's wife, had spoken up for the boy who had been orphaned by the Plague. Instead of making him an adopted farmhand as others wanted, she pushed so that he could get away from the poverty of the tiny hamlet. She had known the boy was different; she had seen him telling stories to the other children. And so when the request for another piece of furniture had come, she had written back to say that the good carpenter was dead, but that his young son, who had promise, had survived the Plague that had carried off his family. The man, a minor official with the Cathedral, asked the household steward if there was room for a pot-boy or a floor-scrubber. The answer was yes.

Elora had planted the seed.



II

Steward Aldon looked up from his ledger; the noon bells pealed
outside.

He got up from his beautifully carved desk in his office in Cathedral
Square and walked to the window and looked outside. The Brothers
walked by in their somber robes while the City Patrol, resplendent in
their silver and blue plate, watched the square. A few servants of the
Light came and went from the Cathedral. Orphans played next to the
fountain.

Aldon was nearing the end of his career. Many years he had
been in charge of the buildings in the square, keeping them clean and
provisioned; he was proud of his job, though few really noted him or
felt him part of the Cathedral. He never really cared about that; service
to the Light came in many forms. What he did care about was the
dilemma he faced currently- his son.

His son worked under him with quite a few others. He had got him a
job as a minor clerk, but showed him no favoritism. "Tom," he had
said on the day he had given him the job, "I've helped you all I can. It
is up to you now how you fare." Young Tom had always saw himself as
becoming a mighty Paladin, fighting the Horde in the name of the Light.

Truth be told, Aldon knew, he was more suited to figuring sums, like
he was. And now he had a decision to make.

Every year, the Steward, by tradition, was able to name one of his workers to attend the Cathedral as a student Priest or Paladin. The fact his son worked for him- an expected thing- made speculation about who would be named to go to the Cathedral rather short. The Steward would name his son, gossip said.

But Aldon knew it would not be the best choice to make. He loved his son, but understood he would not make it through the Cathedral's training. His son had a future, but a different one than he expected.

He had overheard his son speaking one day to another, boasting that he would be a Paladin soon. It troubled him. He had talked to Duthorian Rall, a Paladin who had seen long service in the Cathedral. Duthorian had looked sympathetic, and told him that he must pray to the Light on it.

Aldon had gone that eve to pray in the Cathedral. When he had arrived there, he saw a boy standing in the dim candlelight- and recognized the orphan whom he had employed, the son of the man who had made the finest desk in Stormwind for the Stweard. The boy had his eyes closed, head bowed. He backed slowly out of the Cathedral and went back to his bed.

Reynald had been assigned as a cleaning-boy, scrubbing the flagstones, washing the stonework, sweeping the dirt from the concourses. The boy was quiet but dedicated to his duties. Aldon remembered the day that the Horde Rogue had been slain upon the Cathedral steps- while the others talked excitedly about what had happened, Reynald had been scrubbing the stains of death off of the stones.

Aldon returned to his desk and found the paper he had already signed. He wrote the name that he knew he must write upon it. He then called a messenger-boy in and had it taken to Lord Grayson.

He knew his son would never understand, that his wife, a good woman, would be angered. But he couldn't in good conscience keep one from what they deserved for the doomed chance of another, even if the other was his son. He would speak with the boy this eve, and tell him he was welcome to stay as a clerk, and that perhaps he would be Assistant Steward soon. He would tell him he loved him, and that one day he would understand why a young man with a lame leg must have courage of a different kind than most, a harder courage to face.

He looked forward to retiring.


III

Reynald learned many things at the Cathedral; not all of what he learned was taught on purpose.

He grew up, being trained in the Way of the Light. He got along with most of his fellow students. Very few of them were from the same commoner's background as he. Many were the sons and daughters of servants of the Light, city officials, or well-off merchants. Some of the highborn students looked down their noses at those of common stock. He hardly noticed, because that was not important to him.

He did note that while his teachers taught him respect, there was not always respect for those not of the Light. Often the guards would send people on their way who did not belong in the Square.

Reynald often spoke to Duthorian Rall, a Paladin whose duties frequently brought him to the Cathedral. He was a smiling, friendly man that Reynald looked up to.

"Duthorian...why are people sent away from the Square by the guards?"

Duthorian thought. "Lad, people can come see the Cathedral when the Brothers open it up on holy days."

"But...if we are serving the Light, shouldn't we serve the people as well?"

Rall chuckled. "Well young lad, to be properly trained, you need to follow your instructors, not have every hedge-Mage that wanders the City performing simple tricks for coin filling your heads with distractions! And also...the Way of the Light is not easy for everyone. Mayhaps the Brothers don't want you thinking of other things, before you've been trained well."

Reynald thought that over, and decided Duthorian Rall had a point. Perhaps it was his commoner roots, but he still felt that the Light would serve better being closer to everyone, hedge-Mages or farmers included.

One day his class spent the day at Lake Everstill in Redridge; they had hiked out to the lake from the City, it was a grand adventure. As they were sitting upon the docks, watching the fishermen, he heard a shout from the shore.

"She's gone under! Help!"

Reynald kicked off his shoes and dove in the water, without a thought. He had learned to swim in the Canals in Stormwind, when the weather was hot and the waters cool. The lake was colder still; it was a shock to his body.

He saw the girl sinking in the water ahead of him, thrashing blindly. He grabbed her, still struggling, and swam for the surface.

She was his age, with fiery-red hair, dressed in commoners clothing. She coughed up water as he watched her, concerned. She looked up at him.

"Good job, lad," said Brother Sarno, laying a hand upon his shoulder. His classmates teased him as he strode back to the dock, putting his shoes back on.

"Catch a fish, Reynald?"

"Just a wharf raggamuffin by the looks of it!"

Reynald blushed and laced his shoes up. When he had walked back to the shore, the girl was gone. He was curious about her- why had she been in the lake if she couldn't swim? Was she a local fisherman's daughter? Did she run off for some reason?

Years later, he would meet her again. And he would remember Duthorian Rall's words.

The Fall of Feladan; a tale from the Age of Lamentations

A tale from the historical background to Horizons.



The Withered Aegis was on the move. Having taken Rachival, the city of the Gnomes, Torrin Macalir's forces of terror and evil turned slowly south. They despoiled the land, and Blight grew not only upon the earth, but in the hearts of all of the races of Istaria.

In the forests of Elvenkind stood Feladan, home of the Elven Council. The city was magnificent then, full of ancient trees, cascading fountains, and aglow with the light of thousands of magic lanterns. The Council consisted of many magnificent Elven lords, all accomplished in their various fields, master craftsmen and renowned warriors. The King was the traditional head of the Council; his powers much diminished from olden days, yet the King was still a powerful symbol to the Elves.

The King at this time was Andomyrr, a warrior past his prime, though in his day he was a renowned commander, and had brought peace to the Elven forests. Andomyrr had of late ignored the troubling signs of the Withered Aegis, for he loved the hunt, and, after days of tracking beasts in the woods, would return to a great banquet that would last into the night. It was said that the King never failed in bringing back meat of wild boar or great stags which he had personally slew. In doing so, losing himself in the woods for days on end, King Andomyrr sought to forget the fact that he had no son. For his marriage was barren.

His Queen was Celenia, an Elf maiden of unearthly beauty. From all over Istaria, she attracted those who made pilgrimages for the mere chance to gaze upon her face. Songs were composed in her honor, and the Elves looked upon her as if she was a goddess from the ancient times. Beautiful she was, yet her heart was troubled; for she could not give the King, who loved her, the thing he desired most- a son or daughter. As the King had started to grow older, he grew restive and stayed away on the hunt. The Queen suffered to know that he could not bear that they were childless. Though she was revered by all, joy was not in her heart.

Another of the Council was Halgoras, famed warrior and companion-in-arms to the King. Halgoras had fought in many a battle next to his lord, and was never far from Andomyrr's side. Though he was a fighter in his soul, he saw within his King and Queen, and knew how they suffered; one, alone in her room, the other, prowling the woodlands restlessly. Halgoras had been through blood and fire next to Andomyrr, and never spoke of what he saw to him; but he did speak to his Queen, once.

They were in the Hall of the Council one day. Halgoras, due to leave with the King on a hunt soon, took the Queen aside to one of the many green gardens nearby. He showed the Queen a wren's nest which had fallen to the path, the eggs dashed against the ground. He looked up, and pointed to a small bird singing strongly in the sunlight upon a branch.

'All is not lost, Milady. The little one has lost something of itself, yet it sings in the sun. It knows the happiness of its true nature cannot be taken away.'

As the Queen looked upon the singing bird, there awoke in her heart a warmth that had not been there in many a year. She turned and smiled to Halgoras, and she saw a proud warrior sworn to his King, yet alone and serene; for he had never taken a wife, such was his dedication. There awoke in her heart an acceptance of life, and she became happier, with Halgoras as her inspiration.

The Council worried about the Withered Aegis, for finally word had come that foul things were about in the land. The Elves had not the forces to oppose this evil alone; Men had sent some aid, yet they too eventually retreated back to their lands to protect their homes.

One day upon the hunt, the King and Halgoras came upon a troop of Skeletal Warriors; they and the King's Guard cut them down, and returned to Feladan. The alarm was sounded. The King gave orders for the common folk to head towards Tazoon for refuge; bitter were the tears on many Elven faces as they left behind their beautiful city for the last time. The Council was to be relocated; yet the King would not leave.

Many were the arguments of those illustrious members of the Council to have the King go into exile with them; yet nothing swayed Andomyrr, who, approaching the autumn of his years, saw no honor in living at the grace of the generosity of Men or Dwarves. He ordered his Queen to go with the Council, as he ordered the city's defenses with Elven warriors who fought what they knew was a delaying action to save their people as they escaped to safer places.

Celenia, sensing something in the King's heart, begged him to return to her after the battle. He charged Halgoras to see her safely to exile in Tazoon, and set out the the northern edge of the city.

The Withered Aegis had sent Skeletals and Zombies by the thousands through the forests; Elven scouts had slain them by the score, but still they came on. The land was Blighted by the foul march of the Undead.

At the edge of the city, Elven warriors stood in their ranks with their battle-banners, legacies of many a successful battle. Yet a pall was on their hearts, for they saw the enemy in all its numbers bearing down upon them. Huge, shadowy beasts full of unearthly magic reined fear down upon them, Wraiths and other unspeakable entities swarmed upon the Elves, who fought hard and long, giving and receiving no quarter. And their King was in the forefront of the battle, his greatsword flashing like a scythe, cutting down everything in his reach.

Yet the fight went ill. The Elves were pushed back into their city, yelling in despair as Skeletals bearing torches fired the fair trees, and zombies smashed the magic lanterns. Many a stalwart Elf fell dead, fighting for the fair city that was being defiled as they died. Soon, the King alone was left, pushed back into the Council Hall. A cloaked figure stood in the doorway.

'Who is it?' cried the King, raising his sword.

'It is I, Sire', answered Halgoras, 'the Queen is safe with the Master of Scouts and his men, on their way to Tazoon.'

The King grasped the hand of his old friend and looked into his eyes. Halgoras had made the last decision of his life; he left behind him Queen Celenia, the only woman he had ever loved from afar, left behind a life with her to be by the side of the man who he had served all his life, even though he had disobeyed an order to do it. The King saw all of this in his eyes, and they squeezed each other's hand tightly.

The final fight came at last. Evil creatures roamed the city at will, casting the Blight upon all that had been fair. A troop of Zombies threw open the doors to the Council Hall to see two Elves awaiting them, greatswords drawn. Andomyrr gave a great cry and hewed through them with a whirling blade; Halgoras defended him, hacking off limbs raised to strike his King. The Zombies were slaughtered, yet Skeletals took their place; fell Wraiths entered the Hall, and after much struggle, the King lay dead upon the floor, mighty Halgoras standing above him, slaying all who came hear the body of his lord. As foul magic struck him, the last word on his lips was the name of the Queen.

The City was aflame, black figures rushing about in the dark, as the Blight started to grow upon everything.

When the Queen, now in exile, learned of the fate of her husband and her friend, she wept bitterly. When told that their brave deeds would be remembered forever, she said in a voice full of emotion:

'Bravery and honor and duty, yet not love...I have lost the only two who matter to me.'

Celeria shut herself away from everyone, until one day, after hearing birds singing in her garden, she lay down upon her bed and refused food and drink, and died after a time.

The Elves to this day have much to mourn; Feladan is a fearsome place of Blight; the trees are stumps, the lanterns dark, and the birds are gone, singing no more for now.



[This story was originally published on the Horizons Vault Website.]

The Change - a Horizons tale

A blinding flash of light.

Dazzled, gasping, struggling.

A haze over thought, oppressive.

An image of a sword held high.

A face, lost too quickly to identify.

Darkness again.

~~~~~

'Daddy!' a small voice yelled.

Arond smiled, and gave the reins to his groom, bending down and spreading his arms to catch the little form rushing towards him.

His daughter jumped up and clutched his chest, now encased in chainmail and his lord's surcoat. Arond hefted her up and whirled her around. His companions in arms near him grinned and laughed.

Arond saw his wife watching the two of them, a small smile on her pale, beautiful face. He remembered last night's lovemaking; it ended with Delsea holding him tightly and sobbing into his chest. He had stroked her hair and told her all would be well, there in the dark.

'Little Bird, go give Mother a kiss, will you?' he whispered in his daughters ear. He sat her down on her short legs, and she raced off to hug his wife's legs. Delsea held her as he smiled and turned back to mount his horse.

'Look for me this time next month, Goddess willing!' he called to his family. As he waved to them, his wife tried to smile; her face showed her fear plainly.

Arond galloped to catch up to the column, riding eastward to face the greatest enemy Istaria had yet seen.

The Withered Aegis was on the move again. Towards them.

~~~~~

Pain, bursting through existence; nothing but pain.

A gradual realization that the searing feeling was normal and could not be escaped.

A sound?

Raising a feeble arm, the mud not wanting to let go of its grip.

The body stirring. Thrashing suddenly.

Sitting up, senses dulled.

~~~~~

'There! The Undead come!'

Lord Randal gestured at the shambling forms emerging from the trees across the field with his longsword, astride his horse.

'Fight, as you never have fought before! If we fail, our homes will be overtaken by this abomination! Death to the Withered Aegis! Our Goddess shield all true men! Forward!' He held his sword high as his warhorse reared up, then charged.

The men listening to their Lord gave a terrible shout, shouting to drive out fear, to embolden them in battle, as they rushed forward, horses galloping, men-at-arms running. Lord Randal and his banner-bearer rode in the forefront of the assault.

Arond shouted, and spurred his mount. He leveled his lance as he sped across the field, aiming towards a zombie that was shambling towards him. 'Delsea!' he screamed as his lance spitted the undead creature, throwing it off its feet, gutted and thrashing, pinned against the ground. He left the lance in the creature and drew his sword.

He wheeled his charger around, and came up behind another zombie brandishing a warhammer, hacking its arm off. The limb spun off through the air, still clutching its weapon.

That was when the arrow, fired by a skeletal scout, struck his horse.

He went tumbling off the stricken mount, landing hard upon a grassy hummock. Dazed, he sat up, picked up his broadsword and started to rise.

Two zombies rushed at him, as another arrow flashed by his head with a hissing sound.

Struggles were happening all over the field. Lord Randal's banner was down. None of his friends were close to him.

He staggered to his feet and parried a blow from a zombie's blade at the same time. He slashed the monster's chest with his sword, opening a wound that no ordinary man could survive. Still the zombie fought; its companion moved up with an axe, taking aim at him.

He swore an oath and hacked again at the first zombie. An arrow struck him.

~~~~~

A dull feeling; thought moving very slowly.

Staggering upright, swaying.

Breathing.

Standing bent forward, clutching a broken blade.

A flash of confused imagery; past, present, future, all are one:
An axe strikes with bone-jarring force.
A woman, tears streaming down her face, stands in front of a window, gazing out in sorrow and fading hope.
A yell of agony.
A man holds his young daughter to him, ready to ride off to war.
Voices yelling to retreat.
Blackness.

~~~~~

He took a first, hesitant step forward; testing his legs. They moved slowly.

He looked up into the rising moon, the rent mail upon his battered body hanging in pieces.

Thoughts took forever. But compulsion drove him on. He was called by a force to move westwards.

He moved with the forces of the Withered Aegis, as if against his will; having been slain only made it easier.

He was one of them now.



[This was intended to have a follow-up story; Arond, in his Undead form, was to go back home, to see his family.]

The Search- an unfinished SWG tale

[A brief biographical sketch introduces my old SWG character, then his story starts]



Glawen Etzwane


Human male, looks to be approaching early middle age...that just might be the way he looks, though.

Glawen grew up on a backwater planet in hard circumstances, which he rarely discusses. He got off-world by joining a Mercenary Outfit, and traveled to far places, doing things that he would rather not remember now; combat changes a person, rarely for the better.

He was invited to Tatooine by Starke, an ex-Merc friend of his, who offered to cut him in on a business opportunity. When he arrived at Mos Entha, he could not find him. For what followed, his story will be told in installments on this board.

To summarize, Etzwane is proficient with a carbine and plans on mastering the Scouting and possibly Ranger professions. He has an interest in tinkering with Weaponscrafting as well. He is normally of calm demeanor, and often seems to be thinking; unkind persons would say: brooding. He has been known to have mood swings. Apparently, he has a lot to think on. Or, conversely, a lot to forget.



~~~

The Search


I

He threw the mineral surveyor across the camp.

"Damn junk!" he shouted. He sat down hard on the packed sand,
wiping his sleeve across his forehead. He looked around for his satchel,
breathing hard. Surveying and sampling was one way to make some
credits, to keep himself in gear, to keep the search going.

He got slowly to his feet, strode a few paces, and then crawled inside the
bubble tent. He pulled the water bottle out of the bag, and drank deeply,
his sweating face upturned towards Tatooine's twin blazing suns.

I will find you.

----------

Hours later, both suns were down. He was in his tent, laying atop his sleeping bag, moving restlessly. His mind was a turmoil of thoughts, of plans. He faded in and out of consciousness.

It was a glamorous life to those who had no idea, no clue, what it meant to be boredfor days, weeks, and then to frantically move, and to find oneself in sudden life-and-death peril, to face danger, to kill another man or to die, and to justify it, to rationalize it, 'it was him or me'. Mercenaries. The reality was far from the holovid images of adventure, where battles were some kind of honorable test of right and wrong. Firefights were short, ugly, and the aftermath was sickening. But it beat working in the mines, or spending one's life in a warren of poverty and despair. He even knew some good men who were his fellow Mercs. Starke, for one.

They were on a backwater planet, guarding a forward position in a ruined town in some dirty civil war, far from Imperial law. Who knew which side was right and which was wrong, who cared. It was combat pay. Him and Starke had been on sentry duty when the fanatics came screaming out of the dark, brandishing their old-fashioned slugthrowers, and when it was over, he was alive and Starke was too, just barely. Starke had taken a slug in the left hand as he fired upon and killed an attacker that had been drawing a bead on Glawen's back. Starke lost the hand. Glawen was grateful, and, when the plasteel hand proved to be unsatisfactory for further combat duty, Starke had resigned from the outfit.

Glawen gave him half of his credits and made him promise to stay in touch. A year later, Starke had emailed him, and had transferred 5 times the credits Glawen had given him from Tatooine. Starke urged him to come with him and be a business partner with him.
Glawen jumped at the chance.


----------

The next morning, he worked on the mineral surveyor until he got it working. He set off in search of a concentration of ore. His mind wandered.

When he had arrived in Mos Entha, there was an email awaiting him. It was the last contact he had had from Starke. 'Many have looked for the Krayt Graveyard, searching for the Dragon's Pearls', he had written. 'I seek a Jawa named Corba who I have heard has knowledge of this place. Wealth beyond our wildest dreams, Glawen. Hurry here.'

That was all. Glawen did not find Starke. Some of the people he had questioned seemed...frightened.

----------

He was losing patience.

At the rate he was sampling, it would take him months to gain enough credits, credits he needed to make people talk. Talk about Starke. He was still handy with a carbine, and had supplemented surveying with hunting, selling hides and bones in Entha to the artisans.

But he would not lose sight of his goal.

Find Starke.

A little voice in the back of his mind laughed at him, and told him it was the Dragon's Pearls he really sought.

Glawen rubbed his face with his hands as he walked through the desert.



---------------------



II

"Al'halek, Talahnn."

"A'halek, Glahwenn!"

Glawen nodded to the old Trandoshan sitting near the entrance to the cantina. Talahnn, stranded on this backwater wasteland, was a fixture here, begging for a coin or a drink when the Imperials were not around. Glawen had fixed his crude datapad that had been fractured in a drunken fall, and the large Trandoshan considered him a friend.

The cantina was dimly lit, and his eyes took a minute to adjust from the brilliant sunlight of Tatooine. The crowd was small this afternoon; he sat at a table towards the rear, and ordered a drink. Greelik's band was playing again, performing a lively tune.

"Good to see you back", Saundra said as she sat at his table.

Saundra was a dancer that Glawen had talked to on many occasions; she knew quite a bit about who was who in Mos Entha, and, seeing he was a good tipper, had struck up the occasional conversation with him.

"Thanks. How's business these days?" He drank from his glass.

"Not bad. Thinking of traveling to Bestine once more, there seemed to be more money flowing there, if I can find some stage time."

Glawen nodded and watched the band.

"Any word of Starke?"

Glawen shook his head; a group of boisterous prospectors came in the door, talking loudly to each other, and sat down in front of the stage.

"I know it's your business, Glawen.." began Saundra, but Glawen shook his head.

"I came here for a business opportunity."

"Is that all?" she said. "It seems that you care for him, very much." She looked into his eyes briefly.

Glawen watched the band, and finally spoke; "I owe a debt to him", but he never got to finish his sentence. A man dressed in dusty work clothes walked up to the table and looked at Glawen with a challenging stare.

"Please forgive me." He nodded to Saundra. "I wish to speak to your friend for a moment, if you please."

Saundra got up from the table and walked into the back. The stranger seated himself.

"I know of this man you seek." He sat, contemplating Glawen.

"You do." Glawen finished his drink, careful to act casual.

"Aye. He and I had worked together on...a project. Seems that all didn't go as planned. He is gone now."

Glawen shifted in his seat.

"I can prove it to you- I have an item of his you may recognize."

"Let me see it."

It's in a storage locker at the Starport, friend." The man stood, a small smile on his face. "Shall we?"

Glawen stood and followed the man out into the bright and brutal daylight.

As they walked out, Talahnn caught Glawen's eye. The Trandoshan made a
quick gesture, and then looked away. Glawen instantly became alert, and nodded slightly.

As they passed through an alleyway, Glawen heard the footsteps coming up
behind him. In one fluid motion, he gripped his vibroknuckles from a pocket and wheeled around to see a thug approaching, armed with a long knife. As he turned, the man he had followed out of the cantina reached under histunic; Glawen lashed out with lightning speed, and left the man gasping and grabbing his chest as he fell.

The knifeman approached, tossing the blade back and forth between his hands; Glawen took up a defensive stance, and walked slowly backwards. This lulled the confident thug into action. As he sprang forward, Glawen lunged to meet him, raking the vibroknuckles along the man's arm that had grasped the blade. He heard a sharp intake of breath, and then he drove his elbow against the man's ribs with force. His attacker dropped.

Glawen knelt in the street, picking up the knife while he looked for the first man. He looked up the alleyway just in time to see a man in a junior officer's Imperial uniform pointing a blaster pistol at his chest; two Stormtroopers stood behind him at port arms, their deadly carbines glittering blackly in the unforgiving sun.



----------------------------



III

A man trotted slowly through the nighttime wastelands of Tatooine. A heavy pack was slung over his back, and he wore a satchel along his left side. He gripped a carbine in his hands. He wore a jacket and fatigue pants; upon his feet he wore Tusken Raider boots, light but sturdy, well-adapted for the desert.

He navigated by bright starlight; every few hundred paces, he knelt and pulled out an image intensifier unit from his satchel, and carefully scanned the landscape for thermal readings. Scattered about were small animals, who ran at his approach; larger creatures he steered clear of. Once he saw a lone prospector's camp, and gave it wide berth.


The Imperial Leutenant sat back in his chair, staring over the table at Glawen.

"Glawen Etzwane, Mercenary." The way he said 'Mercenary' made it obvious his feelings for that profession. "A small enough datafile...what brings you to this hellhole of a planet?" Though the officer was relaxed in appearance, his eyes were alert, reading Glawen, judging him.

"A business offer", Glawen said, and the officer smiled ironically.

"Yes yes, business. I'm sure. We have more than enough 'business' to keep track of here." The Leutenant stood suddenly, and walked over to look out his window upon the streets of Mos Entha. "I was assigned this post", he said reflectively. "Its part of my career path. I couldn't imagine coming here because I wanted to." He turned to look at Glawen.
"To be honest, from what I saw, you acted in self-defense. You disarmed your opponent without lethal force. I can't hold you on charges for that- there's enough scum in this city to worry about as is. But, I want to make this clear." He stared into Glawens eyes.

"I don't trust you. And I'll be watching."



The man found a large heat source on his viewer to the northwest, giving off readings indicating non-biological origin. He jogged slowly up a rise, and found a ridge that he layed down upon, focusing on the readout of his intensifier.


He had been DNA-sampled as standard Imperial procedure when questioned. He knew that he had to avoid further attention from the local outpost, small enough as it was. They had a large smuggling problem to deal with, and organized crime; most likely they didn't have the resources to keep track of him. As long as he didn't give them any further reason to. He never found out what happened to the knife-wielding thug after he was taken into custody; the man in the dusty work clothes had ran off and had eluded justice, both from the Imperials and Glawen himself. He wondered just what the hell was going on.

The man rose, and walked carefully down a steep rock-strewn slope. As he entered a broad canyon, the brilliant starlight showed an even darker mass against the canyon wall ahead of him. He heard the hissing of escaping steam; the smell of hot lubrication oil, and petrochemical exhaust fumes filled the air. The closer he approached, the more massive the great machine grew, towering into the sky, corroded metal radiating heat from the previous day, massive tracks sunk in the sand. No life was evident around it. Fighting down a primitive fear of the massive metal beast, He placed his carbine in his pack.

Glawen approached the Jawa Sandcrawler carefully.

He stood by the forward entry port, and was suddenly bathed in a brilliant electric blue glow. He shielded his eyes from the light, and, removing his pack, he placed a quantity of metal he had been harvesting in front of him, and stood back.

"A'halek" he said, and gestured to the case of metal in front of him. "Corba?"

There was silence for a few minutes. Then a hatch slowly opened. A Jawa waddled down the ramp, clad in the simple brown robe that was their common uniform. Unlike other Jawas he had seen, however, this one had an object dangling from its belt, an object that caused Glawen's heart to hammer in his chest.

A plasteel hand.



[Stopped playing SWG before I finished the story, though I still have a rough draft of the rest, involving a Bounty Hunter, an Imperial Probot, Rebel spies, and the Dragon's Pearls.]

(About the tales)

[This is a brief comment upon the original stories I wrote for Dark Age of Camelot in my storybook at Nimue Crossroads.]

Story-Book Ending:
I hesitated to include this, being an early work that isn't that good. The exact incident happened on Albion Percival in-game; I had a Friar and was playing with a Theurgist lass. I thought that the disappointment at the end of the adventure would make a different kind of story.

The Trackless Forest:
I thought a story about a totally selfish group of adventurers on a quest would be fun. No real heroes here.

Chirelith's Ghost:
My first RP story. I am always inspired to write by strong emotions and certain people who I RP with; there is a lot of things in here that are both painful and real that happened.

The Tower:
Not really a story at the beginning; I was trying to work through an incident that happened with a dear RP friend, and a story grew out of the allegory.

The Forgotten Battle of Jamtland:
My one humorous story. I am drawn to tragedy in writing; this was a conscious effort to lighten the mood for once!

Honor; part 1, The City:
The first of a planned trilogy of linked tales, dealing with the concept of honor- what it is, how it is lost, how it is regained. I have a rough draft of the continuation, but am not satisfied with it yet.

Devotion:
An elaboration of a story alluded to in After the Battle part 2; the details don't exactly match, but I thought the idea made for a story worth revisiting.

Possession:
A very brooding and dark tale; I think it came from an image I had in my mind of a Norse Chieftain sitting in his great hall, holding a poisoned blade. Tried to keep it as atmospheric as I could. I got more comments on this one when it was originally posted on the VN boards than any other story.

After the Battle:
This series of linked tales grew out of a single idea that grew and grew; I write intuitively, I never know where the story is taking me, but it often thankfully comes together somehow. It is like having something flow through one, more than creating.
The mysterious and unearthly woman, dancing among the dead on a battlefield, was an image that started it all. These stories, in hindsight, are about loss: how does one deal with the pain? Probably my favorite stories.

Elendion's tales:
Elendion is a Siabra, a rather unpopular type of Elf. But he is not your typical Siabra. Or is it an act? Only Arrylle knows for sure. He occasionally roleplays on Nimue.

Fateful Voyage:
A 7-part adventure talking place in Albion. The longest tale I've written. Caddan the Paladin can be found on Percival sometimes; Trema used to be there, but is no more.

Innocence:
A first-person tale from Malthrig again. I keep coming back to him as a protagonist. This story tries to look at what war does to people, how it changes them. The theme of sleep runs through the tale.

The Fall:
This story was based on something that really happened in Thidranki one day. It was a wonderful, and ultimately sad, time. Thank you K for inspiring me.

The Vision:
Darker than normal. Keep coming back to the theme of characters choosing whether to let another live or die.

The Gift:
Brea, your words inspired the tale.

I hope i didn't bore you all to death. I really feel that I can't take any credit at all for these stories, or if they deserve any. They just happened, and I wrote them down. They are emotional seizures, I think.

(Verse)

No Greater Fear


'No greater love'
A phrase that resonates,
for love is everything to us,
all we can hope for, long for.

Who of us hasn't loved,
or desired love,
or even been in love
with the idea of being in love
it fills us so.

Love and fear.

One once asked me: what do you fear?
She who asked had lost a love,
and I told her:
No greater fear I have
than to love,
and then to feel my heart wither and die,
the emotions, the feelings,
for if they die in my heart
then I alone am left to blame
for abandoning love
and my sadness is of my own making.



Sunset Thoughts







A red sunset upon the waters,
seen through the green blades of grass.

The wind brings tidings
of colder nights to come-

But I am not afraid.

For that just means that you and I
shall lay together for warmth
in front of the fire,
and think on the summer that
shines in our souls.



Lady Rose.







She grows gently, and was tended not,
Yet her life is vibrant and warm
And she holds my heart in her hands.

I, who had not seen her before,
Who had been blind to such beauty
It was I who truly saw her.

Caught between the cares of the Earth,
And the freedom of Heaven;
She is my Lady Rose.



After hard words.





Quite lost, unsure.
There is no measure, no way to see myself
There is no direction for my heart to turn.
When you're not here, after hard words,
I have to remind myself why I am
And the hole in me is large.
Is something wrong with me?
Or do I love you as truly as I said?



From afar.




I wonder what you are thinking now,
Distance is a real and a symbolic thing at times.
My thoughts can't reach you-
Or can they?
I recall our last conversation,
A snapshot of a place, a time, a state of mind,
That is all I have to go on, to remember.
Here and now my feelings are all that I can have,
And I wish you well, with all my heart.



The real me.



Where is my heart?
Can it be without another?
Where is hers?
I do not know.
I walk among those who know me,
But they do not see inside me,
know the real me.
She did, so long ago.
But now I'm adrift,
unsure,
without her heart by mine,
Nothing is certain,
all is seen through a veil,
and I am here,
yet I am not,
for I have lost the part of me
that was the real me.



Late one eve.



After telling tales of you and I,
Trying to sleep late in the eve
I feel there is someone in the room
And I can't sleep.
I get up and ask-
Is it you?

It was never my intention
to hurt you,
or to be hurt.

The Gift



He stood by the trellis in the Palace Garden, holding a delicate
bloom in his hand. His care-worn face looked lost in thought, as if
he were elsewhere. He had donned one of his finer outfits; one he
had worn off-duty when he was a Frontier Captain. He was clad
all in black, finely-cut material, with a light grey fur-trimmed cloak.

He heard a soft footfall, and turned to see her. His eyes lit up,
looking upon the woman who was not his wife.

~~~

He rode through the Frontier, his mind heavy with thought, brow
furrowed. The day had finally come.

He had resigned his post as Frontier Captain...after several good
years of doing what he had loved to do best: lead men in battle.
He had not done it lightly. Many had tried to dissuade him; they
had all failed. Even though they were his companions, with close
friendships formed in battle, there was one thing more important
to him then the life he was born to live for as an Officer of
Hibernia.

He was going home to her now.

As he rode, deep in thought, he never saw the Scout draw an
arrow as he passed his hidden blind. And yet the Scout paused,
staring at the man, and slowly unbent his bow.

The man continued to ride, never knowing just how close he came
to death, on this, his last day in the Frontier.

~~~

His name was well-known to professional fighters in Hibernia.
Teran the Bold, Captain of the Hibernian Raiders. He was a Celt,
lean and spare, who was in his early middle age, and he was a
good swordsman, but even better, he was an excellent leader. He
knew how to inspire others, knew how to think on his feet, change
plans at a moment's notice to give his troops the maximum chance
to win a fight. And win many fights he did.

Less well-known to the fighting community was his wife, Deliana.
She came from Connla, of a good family, and was known far and
wide as the most beautiful maiden south of the Silvermine
Mountains at the time. All expected her to marry into another
good family, to do the predictable thing, but she had other plans,
plans that had included a young, gallant Officer in the Army.

There was quite a scandal when they were married, her family
essentially disowning her. But that mattered not to her, nor her
husband. They were happy, and following their hearts.

~~~

Teran rode up to the East Gate of Tir na Nog; he hailed the
guardsmen there, who knew him on sight.

"Captain! Good to see you!"

"Greetings, Anrad! How is your wife and son?"

The guard stood straighter, smiling. "Doin' well, Sir. And thank ye
fer askin."

He continued on through the Gate, turning his horse in at the
stables. He slung a satchel over his shoulder, and walked the main
avenue, sloping upwards, following a street that branched off to the
left. The crowd thinned out in this part of the city; he soon came
to the familiar house, looking at the upstairs window.

He knocked, and after a while, the door opened.

"Marra!" He bent to kiss the elderly Lurikeen woman on the top of
her head. "You look good as ever!" The woman smiled sadly.

"Would that I felt that way, good Sire...I cannot get around much
at all these days. But you knew that, and I am most regretful-"

Teran shushed her. "Take this, Marra. I saw it in a shop in
Howth, and thought it just the thing for you."

He had pulled a parcel from his satchel, and unwrapped it. He
unfolded a little Lurikeen dress, dark purple in color, holding it up
to her.

Marra smiled in delight and held the garment against her. A tear
gleamed on her cheek, and she hugged Teran as best she could
around his waist. He smiled. "Thank you for all you've done for
us, Marra. If there's anything I can help you with, you need but
call on me."

"I'll be going to stay with my relations in Bri Leith, Sire...perhaps I
kin make it back for a visit sometime..."

He talked with her a little more, then he ascended the stairs, up to
his wife's room.

She lay just as he had left her, weeks before, in her bed, her head
turned towards the window. She looked pale and drawn. He
forced a smile to his lips, walked in, and sat on the bed next to
her, leaning over to kiss her brow, and then holding her hand
tightly.

When she saw him, she smiled brightly, her eyes alight. Teran felt
a stab of memory, of happier times; his insides were wrenched by
the past.

"My husband, you are back."

"I am back for good, Delia. Marra is too old to look after you now,
and I resigned my post on the Frontier."

She reached out her arms feebly to him, and he lay next to her as
she embraced him; her arms trembled, she had barely the strength
to move them now, he noted.

He buried his face in her hair. Remembering.

"But what of your career? And-"

"We've discussed this, love. I'll seek a position with the City
Guard, and will doubtless find something to do. And I'll be here
with you, finally, after all these years."

He sat up again, and his hand caressed her cheek.

"You look well," he lied.

She smiled again. "I've felt like sitting up and reading lately, not for
very long, but sometimes for a few hours."

He smiled down at her in return; he kept his voice carefully bright,
forcing himself to be cheerful.

"That i wonderful! I shall go to the booksellers soon, to find you
more titles." A butterfly, brilliant yellow and black, fluttered in
through the window.

"Oh, look!" she said, seeing it. "It reminds me of the Connla
countryside..."

"Perhaps the countryside will come to you, my love." He smiled
down at her.

~~~

The Guard Captain was a petty man.

He'd seen his type before, especially in the city posts, vindictive,
resentful of those who actually did the fighting.

But he was given a position of Guard Sargent; he was too
well-known, had served too well to be denied.

The men he worked with wanted to hear stories from the Frontier;
he finally gave in and would tell a story here and there. He could
also see the looks some of them gave him- what was he doing here?
Why give up what you had?

It irritated him.

~~~

He went into the fields outside the East Gate, and searched .

He looked carefully at the plants along the edge of the woodland,
and found, more often than not, what he was looking for.

He would bring the cocoons back to her room, still hanging from
the foliage they had attached to. She was delighted; when not
reading, she would watch the cocoons, and every now and then a
butterfly would emerge, wet and feeble, gradually gaining strength,
flexing its beautiful wings, and would flutter away.

He sat by her bed often, talking to her, watching the butterflys.
She was unfailingly bright, determined not to let her illness drag
her down, or, more importantly to her, not to let her drag him
down. She knew how much he had given up to be with her, and
when he was not around, tears would course down her cheeks,
tears of love, of pain, and rememberance of days past.

The days went by. Teran grew restive, missing his command, the
Frontier, the fighting. She knew he tried to hide it, but saw it
anyway. That was who he was. He, like many men, felt that he
was what he did, what he had accomplished; she, like many
women, loved him for who he was, the person inside, the man that
would bring her handfuls of butterfly cocoons, red-faced from
having people gawk at him as he carried them home to her.

Teran dozed by her bed one evening; he remembered:
They were young, passionately in love. She had left her home and
family, running away with him, riding across Hibernia, seeing
fantastic sites on the far side of the Silvermine Mountains that she
had never seen; she marveled at it all. He knew how much she
had given up to be with him- a life of great wealth and ease. He
loved her with an intensity that amazed him when he thought
about it. The things they shared between one another, the
laughter, the lovemaking under the stars at night. Often she would
dance around him, for the sheer joy of it, and he would join in the
dance, until they collapsed, laughing, into each others arms.

One day, as they rested against a large tree-trunk in the wilds of
the Cliffs of Moher, she kissed him tenderly. It was about time for
him to go to the Frontier, resume his career after his leave of
absence. He had been somewhat distant from her, thinking of it.

"I know you have to go, and I'll be here for you when you can
return to me," she said, looking in his eyes.

"I'm sorry," he said, "will you marry me?"

She smiled and nodded, then curled up in his arms.

"I give you the gift of my love, what you do with it is yours to
choose," she said, murmuring into his chest.

He stroked her hair gently.

"You make me want to be the man that you think I am."

She smiled up at him.

"We take the gifts we are given and we do the best with them, it's
really all we can do..."

They embraced, held each other for a long time.

Teran awoke from his sleep; Delia was asleep as well, her book
laying upon her chest, her face looking troubled. She could not
hide her thoughts while asleep, he thought, even though she
always is bright and cheerful when I am with her.

He caressed her cheek softly.

"It is really all we can do," he echoed her words from that long-ago
sunny afternoon.

~~~

He had gone on to win fame on the Frontier, and rise to the rank
of Captain. Delia had become unsteady on her feet, and had
shrugged it off for a long time; then came the day when she had
fallen down, and had to struggle to get up. She begged for word
not to reach her husband, knowing it would distress him greatly,
just when he was at the height of his career. Eventually, when he
had returned home on leave, he had discovered that she could get
out of her bed only with great difficulty. None of the physicians or
the learned men he consulted could find an answer to her illness.
He arranged for Marra, an old soldier's widow, to look after her.

~~~

Teran drank.

He had taken to drinking after his guard duty, at one of the various
inns in the city, before returning to Delia. He would sit in the
corner, thinking of the past.

One day, a soldier came into the common room, and noticed him
in the corner.

"Teran the Bold?"

Teran looked up, and nodded. He recognized the man.

"Let me buy you a drink! God's Fury, it's been ages since I served
with you!"

The man talked of the current fighting in the Frontier, which Teran
was greatly interested in. Then the talk turned to past battles,
back when Teran was in command. Teran grew silent, irritable,
got up and excused himself.

"You were the best Captain on the Frontier, friend," the soldier
said. Teran walked through the door, and out into the dark. As
he walked home, he brooded.

Nothing! He was nothing now! He smashed his hand against the
doorpost to his house.

He went inside, and walked up the stairs to see his wife, his hand
throbbing with pain. She lay there as always, head turned to face
the wall.

"I missed you today" she said, head still turned away from him.

"I am sorry, Delia. I met an old friend."

He stood there for a while, looking at the cocoons upon her
dresser, and then came over to attend her.

"No, I'm fine, really," she said.

He went into his room.

~~~

He led his men in single-file down the steep goat path through the
hills, towards the encampment of Mids. All of their gear was
muffled, bound with strips of cloth to keep the noise of metal
against metal from alerting the foe; they walked deliberately, slowly.


He held up his hand, and all gathered around him at the boulders
at the bottom of the hill. The Rangers were sent to the far side of
the encampment, and the Heroes and Champions, along with the
occasional Warden, gathered on the near side.

He felt the rush of adrenaline as he filled his lungs and yelled out,
"Hibernia!" and the arrows flew, taking the sentries by surprise,
and as the men in the encampment fled into his men, he drew his
sword and laughed, rushing ahead of his men to get in the first
blow as they cheered him on-


Teran awoke. He sat up in bed, and stared at the wall for the
longest time.

~~~

He was out in the fields, looking for more cocoons. It was getting
late in the season, and they were harder to find; autumn was
approaching. He went to his knees, searching through a small
tangle of plants...

He glanced up from his search, to see her.

She was beautiful.

She stood nearby, watching him. Her long golden hair hung down
her back; she was dressed in elegant clothing, with a richly-dyed
golden cloak. He tried to think of something to say.

"Hello," he said, coming to his feet, conscious of the cocoons in his
hand. She had a golden pin on her cloak, wrought in the shape of
a butterfly.

"It is easier to find butterflies after they have flown," she said,
smiling. Her voice sounded musical; her eyes...

"...though not as easy to catch."

Afterwards, he could not remember the conversation they had,
only that it felf very familiar, easy, very natural, as if they'd known
each other for a long time. They walked along the field, stopping
here and there, looking for cocoons. She never asked why, it was
as if she knew. He did not bring it up.

It has been ages since I walked with a woman, he thought.

Finally, they stood in front of the East Gate.

He started to say something.

She reached up and placed her fingertips over his lips. He froze.

"I can be found at the Palace Garden at times." Her eyes held his.
"If you come there, you can tell me what you need...your need is
written upon your face, Milord." She turned and walked through
the gates; he stood there, watching her go.

He stood there for the longest time.

When he returned home, he found his wife half-asleep and weak;
she couldn't speak much. He gave her a sip of water, moved her
gently to one side to prevent bedsores, and used a damp
washcloth to wipe the sweat from her brow. He looked at the
cocoons upon the dresser, and then selected a book from a shelf.

He then read to her from The Histories of Atlantis , one of her
favorite books; the light left the room, and he lit the oil lamp on
the table next to her bedside, and he sat there, watching her, until
he fell asleep in his chair.

~~~

He stood by the trellis in the Palace Garden, holding a delicate
bloom in his hand. His care-worn face looked lost in thought, as if
he were elsewhere. He had donned one of his finer outfits; one he
had worn off-duty when he was a Frontier Captain. He was clad
all in black, finely-cut material, with a light grey fur-trimmed cloak.

He heard a soft footfall, and turned to see her. His eyes lit up,
looking upon the woman with the golden hair and the butterfly
brooch.

He walked up to her, his hand going out insitinctively to touch her
hand; suddenly, she was in his arms, the fragrance of her hair, the
warmth of her skin, filling his senses. He looked into her eyes, they
had a golden gleam to them...

"What do you need, Milord?" she asked, her voice sounding distant
in his ears. His eyes never left hers.

The bloom slipped and fell from his hand.

His mind suddenly took him back to the night when he and Delia
ran off together, to start their life together. They sat near a small
campfire, beneath the Silvermine Mountains, and everything lay
ahead of them, all of the laughter and the sorrow to come.
Suddenly Delia leaped up and danced around him, and he
laughed...

...he leaned in close to her, held her to him, she felt alive, so alive...

...and he stood and took her hand, and he bowed to her, and she
curtsied in return, and they danced a courtly dance in the
flickering firelight as the stars came out...

...and he brought his lips to her ear, and whispered to her what he
needed, the only thing that he could have said, and the Palace
Gardens grew hazy, indistinct around him as he raised his head,
and looked into her eyes of liquid gold.

"We take the gifts we are given," she said in an unearthly voice,
"and we do the best with them, it's really all we can do."

The world washed out around him, as he found himself standing in
the road, and though the grey mists, thicker than he had ever seen,
he could see his house at the end of the road, and though he
thought it strange that the streets were silent and deserted, he
walked slowly towards his home, his heart beating in his chest...

...and then he was outside of her door; the fog pervaded the house
too, yet underneath the door, a golden light shone, and he threw
open the door to see her standing there, laughing, dressed in a
golden gown, and she laughed; the air was filled with butterflies, all
of the cocoons had hatched, and he ran to her as she held out her
arms to him, and they embraced, and then he took a step back and
bowed, a smile upon his face along with his tears, and she curtsied,
and took his hand, and they danced, danced in the golden glow,
with the butterflies floating through the air around them.

They danced forever.

The Vision

His name was Skiorh. It was a name he chose for himself. He wanted nothing that the persons who others would call his parents had given him, which had been little enough but beatings and abuse, anyway. But few others knew that name, almost everyone knew him as Deathcloak, including the enemies he stalked from other Realms. He had a peculiar habit of sewing onto his cloak some memento or keepsake from his kills, when he could get at them. Usually he could, for he mostly operated alone as a Scout-sniper for Albion, a loner, liking the silence, not wanting to hear others talk or laugh or ask questions about him.

Once, a fellow Scout asked why he had all those items sewn into the back of his cloak- mostly coins, but also the occasional small pouch, or ladies' handkercheif that some romantic lad he had slain with an arrow had wore upon his breast- and he had looked at the man hard and said, 'It will be a reward for the man what kills me; and asides, keeps me close ta death, where I belong.' The Scout had turned away and had never spoken a word to him again; he liked it that way.

He was used to spending days out in the field, nestled in a series of carefully camouflaged shelters. He would move slowly, silently, from one to the other, looking for any Hibernians or Midgardians to happen along. Stragglers, messengers, even fools who thought themselves brave enough to go it alone. They all fell to his worn, black longbow, and specially crafted black clothyard shafts. He would always leave the area immediately, and go to another place altogether. They would eventually be found by their comrades, dead upon the road or in the woods or upon the fields, with something missing from them. And it would be said that Deathcloak had killed again.

His cloak was heavy with the mementoes of many kills. He would return to town eventually, sometimes even to Camelot, to get his new prizes sewn into his cloak, to drink ale, and to visit the whorehouses.

As he awaited his turn in the parlor room of one house he was fond of, he heard a girl wailing and screaming upstairs, and then saw a pale little creature run down the stairs, barefoot, her ripped gauzy dress clutched to her body as she sobbed with terror. The madame of the house took her head in her hands and talked seriously to her, in businesslike terms. He was speechless, his body frozen. She reminded him Neesie...

...and the girl in the gauzy dress, hair very much like his Neesie, was overcome by the terror of what was happening to her. His mind was flooded with horrid memories, black despair; he loathed it when he thought of his past, the pain was always too much to bear, as he stalked out of the whorehouse and into the filthy streets and wretched into the gutter again and again, hand propped against a wall, body trembling. He left the city immediately for the Frontier.

He built several blinds along a road, far away from the usual areas of conflict. He sought to calm his mind, sought the familiarity of gripping his longbow, the sounds and smells of the woods around him, the escape that blanking his mind would bring him.

The next day, in the late afternoon, from one of his blinds, he heard a horse coming down the road. He peered between two branches of his shelter, and saw the Celt, a man of early middle age, dressed in scale armor and fancy cloak, riding at a slow canter down the road towards him., an easy kill for certain, possibly a messenger or traveler.

As he placed a clothyard shaft against his bowstring, he looked at the man's face, saw that he had a care-worn expression, and was deep in thought...

...and, suddenly, Skiorh saw a perfectly reproduced image in his mind, as if he was seeing it happening in front of himself. He saw the man, leaning over a bed, kissing his wife lovingly upon the forehead, his wife who had a wasting disease, could not arise from her bed, had been that way for years, but the careworn man loved her, stayed with her, cared for her, remembering the carefree happy days when she was vital, alive, would dance around him laughing, just for the amusement of it all, and Skiorh's mind reeled, he was sighting down his arrow in his drawn bow, but slowly released the tension as he lowered his weapon, watching the man ride past him and recede into the distance, stunned at the vision he had seen when he looked upon the man's face.

He sat and thought for hours about what had happened, going over it in his mind, how the vision had seemed so vital, so real.

He thought: what did it all mean? What was the purpose?

Why had he reacted in such a way?

The darkness grew around him, and he composed himself for sleep.

He dreamt of Neesie; he hadn't done that in years. In his dream, Neesie cried out to him, pleading for him to save her, and he tried, he tried his best, but it wasn't good enough, again. He desperately tried to awake, to get away from the memory. He tossed and turned in his sleep, crying out. He awoke with a start, and lay there, unable to return to sleep.

The following days, he hunted in the Frontier, avoiding places where he typically found others.

One day, while hunting, he suddenly came upon a Firbolg sitting on the ground, his back to a tree. By reflex, he fitted a clothyard shaft into the bowstring, drew it back...

...he was the only son of aging parents, from a poor hamlet. and he sent most of his army pay back to them, and his folks shared the coin with their poor friends, the whole hamlet looked up to him, when he visited, they all welcomed him, held a poor banquet in his honor, which embarrased him, but gladdened him to know that he mattered to others, since he had no woman to share his life with...

The vision siezed his mind once more, he saw with utter clarity inside the mind of his enemy; he slowly backed off, disappeared into the woods.

He traveled swiftly to Camelot, trying to keep his mind blank.He went to one of the many Inns there, and drank, a subject he knew a lot about. He tried to forget the visions. He could not.

He went to one of the whorehouses he frequented, asked for Mirella. She came to him smiling, embraced him, and walked up the stairs to her room with him.

He sat upon the bed, staring at the wall. She was puzzled, sat down next to him, placed an arm around him.

It all came out of him, he told her about the visions, told her he couldn't kill the enemy, how worried he was.Mirella held his hands.

"Have you considered that perhaps it is all in your mind?"

"No. It is real, more real than you. I am certain."

"You should rest, spend more time in the city. You can come see me more often."

Skiorh looked at her, the one person who he let inside, even a little.

"I don't know what i happening to me. Killing is what I am. It is all that I am. If I stop...who am I?"

Mirella held him to her closely; she held him for the better part of an hour, then he stood, laid silver upon her dresser.

"Come back to me."

He nodded at her, averting his eyes, and left her room, quietly pulling the door shut behind him.

He soon tired of the city, grew weary of other people, of the crowds, the activity. He went back to the Frontier.

Back in the woods and fields, he felt almost at ease again. He set up his blinds, hunted some, spent nights looking into the night sky, counting the stars.

He dreamed again; it was inevitable.

Neesie was crying hysterically as the two men dragged her out of their hovel, his drunken parents cursing at her to shut up and begone. She was being dragged off by the landlord's men, his sister, given by their parents into indentured servitude because they had no money for the rent, they drank all the time, and never had money for anything else. He ran at the men, swinging wildly at them with his balled fists, enraged. A guardsman, dressed in studded leather armor with a mace in his belt, seized him and took him, struggling, into the nearby copse of trees. He sat him down and shook him roughly until he stopped struggling.

"Boy, your parents are scum. I see the likes of them all the time. I am right sorry about your sister, but things cannot get worse for her, no matter what befalls her. You understand me?"

The guard cuffed him to get his attention. He stared sullenly at the man.

"I grew up much like you, boy. You need to get away from them, before it becomes too late for you." The man's eyes softened. He looked around, and then reached in the pouch at his belt and took out a few silver coins, suddenly pressed them into his hand.

"I might be nothin' to anyone, but damn me if you don't have a chance now. Take this, go to Prydwen Keep, my brother is Bailiff there," he said, a twinkle of pride in his eye. "Tell him Skiorh says hallo, and mayhaps you'll find a place to work there for Lord Prydwen, away from the filth here." The man squeezed his shoulder, stood up, and walked away, without looking back.

It was the only kindness anyone had ever shown him. He left the next day, having not been able to save his sister, but starting a new life of his own.

When he had reached Prydwen Keep, they had asked him his name. He told them he was called Skiorh, standing straight and proud, the dirty barefoot little boy from nowhere.

He sat up in the dark, awaking from the dream.

He thought a long time.

The next day, he set out, making his round of the blinds.

He heard the sound of distant battle, the clanking of steel upon steel, and prepared himself for the inevitable stragglers and refugees from the battle.

After a while, a Celt clad in scale armor, limping along with a leg wound, came out of the trees towards his blind. He drew back his arrow, looking at the man...

...and saw nothing but a fightened Celt, in pain.

He was puzzled. No vision. Perhaps...this man was not a good man. He drew back his bow further, sighting down the arrow, aimed at the man's chest.

Perhaps he did not need the vision anymore.

He thought, if I looked in a pool and saw my reflection, what would I see?

He slowly lowered the bow. The Celt collapsed in the grass, groaning, holding his leg. He strode out of his blind, over to him.

The Celt looked up in panic.

"Deathcloak!"

"Quiet, and don't pull that sword," he said, tearing off a strip of the man's cloak. He then sat about tying off the bleeding wound as the man looked at him in wonder. When he had stopped the bleeding, he picked up his bow and raised the man off the ground, placing his arm around his shoulders, stumbling with him to his blind. He lay him down there, where a water bucket and half of a roasted rabbit was in easy reach. He turned to walk away.

"I thank you," the man said. He paused, nodded curtly, and walked away.

"Why?" the Celt called after him. He kept walking.

He slept well that eve, and when he awoke in the morning, he hung his famed cloak upon a tree branch, leaving it for good.

He would make blinds, see men from all Realms as they passed unaware of him, but he never saw a vision again. He did not need to.

He watched others, and he learned how to be human.

The Fall

The smell of burning filled the air.

He stood on the roof of the keep, looking out through the shattered gates of Thidranki Faste. He saw the red banner waving in the air; swarming shapes moved up outside the walls, edging up to the gates once more. Several bodies- Norse and Troll- lay where they had fallen in the courtyard. The battle had raged day and night, and many of Midgard had fallen to the ragged Hibernian defenders. Elation now gave way to inevitable defeat, much as an intense love grown cold until it was but a memory with little force.

Suddenly a Ranger appeared, bow drawn, and shot a Valkyn just outside the gates. The Valkyn yelled in pain, and ran back towards the bridge below. A ragged cheer went up from the exhausted few left on the walls.

He carefully made his way to the parapet, and then down the wooden stairs. He moved along the wall to the spot near the keep steps. There it was- the little patch of garden kept on a whim; growing things, life, in the midst of destruction. He broke off one of the few rose blooms left upon the wall trellis, and went back towards the stairs.

A Shadowblade, a Norseman dressed in black, watched him curiously from the shadows; on impulse, he let the man go, watching him as he ascended the steps, flower in hand, a rather homely Celt, the expression on his face showing that he was...elsewhere.

Warhorns sounded, and the red banner advanced, along with the Midgard host. He slipped back into the keep, through the thick oaken door.

Inside, the narrow corridor was packed with the dead and the dying. Moans, talking, prayers filled his ears. He picked his way carefully down the corridor.

"Sire?" a voice said to him as he passed by, a hand reaching out to brush his leg. "Is it true that the Red Banner flies? Will we all be put to the sword?"

He paused briefly, looked down at the man- a handsome young Hero, sitting propped up against the wall, with both legs, crippled and useless, outstretched before him.

So much suffering and waste, he thought.

He nodded briefly at him, smiling slightly, and then continued on.

He found her where he had left her, laying upon an old blanket, his pack under her head, used as a crude pillow; still silently sobbing, the tears coursing down her cheeks.

~~~

He had first met her, months ago, in the Spraggon Den. She was a Bard, lending her songs to all for inspiration to fight. When he joined them, she greeted him with a curtsey and smiled. As a Druid, he had assisted her in healing the Heroes and Champions as they battled the strange monsters found deep within the earth, in the eerie orange glow of the rock corridors. They had spoken briefly of the healing arts; she was vital, happy, alive.

By the end of that day, he had fallen for her.

Many a day he thought of how to tell her. He painfully wrote out what he would say, then discarded the words, and started over. He had learned from the past that he was inadequate to the task. One woman had actually laughed in his face when he had tried to recite her a small verse he had composed for her. Not being a handsome man, he had turned towards words to attempt to make up for his looks. But apparently his words were as plain as his face.

After days of thinking, of writing, he finally realized what he had to say would not make her feel one way or the other. He sought her out, trying not to get his hopes up, but inside his chest there was a bright burning spark, of hope, of longing, of love; so much to give, to feel, to say, never shared with another.

He found her on the riverbank near Ardee; she was with someone else. As he strode up to her, he saw the handsome Champion fastening a flower in her blonde hair as she looked adoringly into his eyes.

They turned to him; the smile was still upon his face, but the light in his eyes had dimmed, as the spark in his chest extinguished, and he felt cold, cold, as if he had died but his body had not realized it yet.

He spoke a few inconsequential words to them, and he saw that they knew; he saw the pity in her eyes, the gentle sadness in his expression, and he turned to leave. The Champion called out to him; he invited him to join them in a hunt the next day. He realized that the man was not only fair of face, but also good of heart, and knew inside that he was the best man for her. He nodded and smiled, and turned once more to leave.

He was often in their company following that, and became friends with them. Having never had many friends before, he appreciated them very much. His bittersweet feelings he accepted, realizing what they had together was more than he could give, more than he was.

~~~

He sat down beside her. She stared sightlessly at the roof, face wet, and spoke his name yet again.

In the fierce fighting, her Champion, the best man that he had ever met, had gone down, slain by warriors of Midgard. She was devastated, grief-stricken; he had had to drag her away from his body, back to the keep.

As she cried, he tenderly fastened the rose in her hair. But she looked not at him; she was thinking of her love, shutting out the rest of the world around her in the agony of her grief, as her life slipped away, bereft of his touch, his fair words, his reassuring presence.

Downstairs, the battering ram crashed against the keep door repeatedly. He would not let her fall into their red hands; it would be his first and final gift to her.

He mixed the poison into his water-flask, and took a long drink.

He then held her head up, placing the flask to her lips; she drank automatically, still not aware of what was around her, in her grief.

As the door splintered downstairs, and he felt the cold of the poison work its way through his body, he recited to her the words he had planned to say to her, on that long-ago, sunny, hopeful day along the riverbank. The words flowed out of him, and he smiled as he told her in hushed tones of his feelings for her as he stroked her hair, how wonderful she was, how just being near her made his life complete.

She gazed into his eyes, a slight frown upon her tear-streaked face; startled, she raised her hand to touch his face with her fingertips, and she saw love in his eyes, and took what comfort she could in his love, though she thought of her Champion with her last dying thought.

A tear fell from his cheek and landed on her face, and their tears mingled together as their bodies grew cold, and the door was smashed in down below.




[What follows is the response from a reader who had read my original story at Kelryck's DAoC Role Play Community site; his name is Gaberiel Godslayer, and he retold the story from a different point of view. He wrote very well:]


Reply to 'The Fall'

I wanted to say that I thoroughly enjoyed reading your story. I mean no offense by offering up my own version of the story. You inspired me, and any merit I might be able to garner from the story I have written is therefore wholey owed to you.

I only hope that I can do you some justice by posting it.


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He watched.

His blades, both polished and gleaming when he was alone and relatively safe in his room back home, were blackened with grease tonight to prevent them from catching the light of the torch fires.

Sitting, waiting on a parapet, feeling the cold stone beneath his leather clad feet, he watched.

The kobold who was once as a young boy in his home village, there jokingly nicknamed 'the old wolf,' felt the breeze pull at his darkened cloak, and peered up at the half full moon, bit into the cold night air, and felt his grip tighten on the two leather wrapped and oiled blades. There was horror to be wrought here this night.

Oh how far things have come, he thought.

The defenders were exhausted. Days upon days of siege had worn even the hardiest of fighters inside the keep thin. Their faces were haggard; their eyes were locked on things that were not there. They each wore the blank look of the damned. Despite how hard they still fought when the arrows flew and the rams came charging for the door, when the lulls in battle came, he saw how truly drawn the defenders were. With nothing physical to defend against, they turned their thoughts inward, and battled themselves.

He watched as a single celt wandered by him, not a few arm's lengths away, holding a flower in his hand, walking like a man in a dream or a nightmare. The shadowblade could not decide which.

The Old Wolf put a staying hand on a fellow shadowblade, calming his bretheren and letting the celt go. On a whim, the norse obeyed, and began to stalk other prey. The Old Wolf turned his attention back to the wandering celt.

He watched.

A day ago this very celt in this very keep had dragged a screaming and distraught young woman from the dead body of a fallen champion. The Old Wolf had been there then, working the parapets of the keep, sowing chaos and fear. The sight of the young woman had made him stop in his tracks. He momentarily lost his pull on the shadows around him and became visible for a split second he was so struck by the plight of the woman before him.

A male celt dragged the female inside forcibly, firmly. He saw such grief as he had never expected to see on the face of his enemy. He thought back to the woman he had left behind in his village. The memory of her face was fading slowly from his mind, but a lock of her hair he kept hidden in his pouch reminded him constantly of the sweet smell of her. The male celt got the young woman inside to safety just ahead of the onrushing horde, and he didn't know what he should feel. For an instant, he completely lost the will to fight these people from Hibernia.

A lurikeen defender had no such reservations. Noticing the inert kobold in the shadows, a nightshade materialized out of nowhere and thrust his blade towards The Old Wolf's heart. Had he been locked on the sight of the sobbing celt a moment longer, the kobold would have gone to meet his ancestors that day. Regaining sense enough to survive, the Old Wolf evaded the assault that the lurikeen was throwing at him, climbed a nearby battlement, hopped over the wall, and disappeared into the night, the image of the young woman's cries over the fallen champion still fresh in his mind.

That same shadowblade now watched the celt that had pulled the young woman into the keep. Curiously, he stared at the man as the celt's thoughts wandered. The female was nowhere to be seen, and this was strangely troubling. The celt walked past and the shadowblade felt a growing unease.

Behind the shadowblade, over the walls, the horns of the horde were sounding, and the red banner was flying. His brethren were setting themselves upon the keep with a renewed and primal fury, like wild animals that have taken note of the scent of blood. Troll and norse roared in unison, and the Old Wolf suppressed a shiver.

Across the courtyard, the tower keep itself reeked of rot and death. The Old Wolf knew this would not be a day of victory for those from Hibernia.

He watched as the homely celt went to the tower and entered the inner keep. On impulse and against his better judgment, the Old Wolf decided to track him further.

Inside the hushed tones of tired men and women could be heard. Strange words, none of the recognizable, all easily understood. He had heard the sounds of defeat a hundred times. Most of his brethren on the field who cried their battle cries but did not have the talent to get so close to the enemy had no idea that the sounds of despair and defeat were indeed universal. The horde made such a furious din that they were scarcely aware that the enemy breathed, let alone sobbed, cried, wailed, or prayed. The shadowblade was keenly aware of it.

Oh how far things have come, the Old Wolf thought with a sigh.

He could not find a way into the tower keep, as was normal for the defensive structures he was used to. The stone was far too smooth, and the overhangs were far too pronounced. The guards of the keep also seemed to posses a keen and almost supernatural sense of their surroundings, and not even the shadows could protect the Old Wolf from their notice. So he went looking for a window or hole instead of an entrance, and found a crack in the stones and mortar that showed his celt once more, leaning over the prone form of the young woman.

He watched.

The young celt sat hunched with his back to the Old Wolf. He seemed to uncork his water-flask and take a drink, and then offer one to the young woman. To the shadowblade's surprise, the prone form of the woman came alive, and took a drink of water. The Old Wolf had thought her dead. Then the celt said some hushed unintelligible words to the young woman, and they both looked at each other. Her hands reached up and touched his face as he caressed her hair, the raw emotion of the exchange bringing tears to the kobold's eyes.

The door below him was beginning to splinter, snapping the Old Wolf back into focus, and the shadowblade made up his mind.

'It will be quick for both of you, I will make sure of it. You deserve no less,' he whispered with as iron a will as he had ever had.

The gods be damned, he thought. If they oppose me on this, THEY deserve no less.

The door exploded inward below him, and he raced to get to the front of the onrushing horde. Ignoring the defeated and prone bodies of the soon to be slain defenders, he rushed as fast as he could ahead of his brethren, leaping over bodies and dodging feeble swings of myriad weapons, racing to spare the two celts the slow and painful death at the hands of the horde.

When he finally came to the small room with the two young celts, he stopped dead in his tracks. His stomach sank, his breath caught, and the gods laughed at him in all his shame.

Walking over to their still bodies, he felt the artery under their chins, sensed no life in either of them, and felt his legs nearly buckle beneath him. Regaining his balance with an effort, he noticed the rose in the young woman's hair, and once more felt his eyes water, though he could not reason why.

Feeling no more appatite for blood, he passed back through the halls of the keep. The occasional jeers of one or two of his brethren followed him as he held a small rose in his right hand. They roared with mocking laughter as he wrapped himself in the comforting blanket of the shadows. He said nothing in return as he suppressed a shiver and left the keep.

Oh, how far things have come, he though, as he placed the rose inside his pouch, next to the lock of hair. Oh how very far indeed.